In summer, the song sings itself. ~William Carlos Williams
For a girl who grew up at the beach, this year’s summer is getting increasingly harder. I’m in Grad school and it’s not the factor of having work to do that makes it challenging, it’s just the lifestyle. I come from a place where you are outside 90% of the time whether you work or not, a sundress is suitable for any occasion and a messy beach bun is practically an accessory. The beach is a part of life, I went at least 4-5 times per week last summer, it’s just what you do. Without the salty air and the southern accents, I’m afraid I’m just trying to adjust to calling my once only academic place, home. I love my job, I love my friends, and heck sometimes I even love this little western town but it’s having trouble filling the void. I want to sit by the water and nap, or eat at Chx overlooking the water, or babble with my friend Erin about crazy tourists- how do they live away from the beach? I suppose that degree came with more than just a pay increase, it came with growing up and giving up the things of your childhood. I guess I just assumed I would always have a beach in my life and now that I realize that it’s not so…well, it’s sort of sad